Suicide: You have the choice of whether to stay
“Disgraceful: for the soul to give up when the body is still going strong.” Marcus-Aurelius
You have a choice whether to stay or to leave from life
Do not believe your situation is genuinely bad-none can make you do that. Is there smoke in the house? If it is not suffocating, I will stay indoors; if it proves too much, I’ll leave. Always remember-the door is open. - Marcus-Aurelius